I am really smiling

See I’m Smiling..

Must smile. Must laugh.

Must not cry.

I am so fine

I can handle this

Um.. Last semester :

Um.. This semester :

Next semester gonna be a wonderful one!

Classes everyday!

Not really

Not really wonderful.

I am not happy, really.

I am not emo, really.

I just don’t understand.

Should I move on?

Yes! you probably won’t even think of me.

No! “if you like her so much, it doesn’t matters!”

But do you really know how hurt does it feels like?

Did you, ever care ?

Again. I am not emo. Really.

Wonderful

Wonderful, wonderful semester.

From the super amazing (and tired) tribute, to the cycling from KL to Port Dickson (super super damn tired), I had a wonderful semester.

Every wonderful and amazing stuff you do always tiring ha?

Just smile

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it’s breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You’ll get by…

If you smile
With your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You’ll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just…

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That’s the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what’s the use of crying
You’ll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just…

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it’s breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You’ll get by…

If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You’ll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile…

That’s the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what’s the use of crying
You’ll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

Even in discouraging times, you will find that life is still worth while,

if you just Smile.

How’s life?

shot taken in titiwangsa lake

 

Life is busy and crazy.

But good.

Crazy schedule

College work is driving me crazy. Really crazy. Dying soon.
Gimme a freaking break.

Oh, my blog

Where is my passion in blogging?

Where is the “blogger” side of me?

Now this proves that, people do change ha? Before this, I always spend my time to blog, blog and blog. Before this, I wanted a DSLR so badly. Before this, I spend almost the whole day reading,watching photographers giving advices, tips, and talks about photography. Hell, I even learnt how to use a DSLR before I got one. And then I begged my dad to get me a DSLR.

Everything had changed after I get into second semester of my studies.

Schedules, assignments, works, classes, recordings, and bla bla blah.

Somehow my first semester was darn boring that, I got nothing to do. Really. First semester was darn boring that you only study all those boring theories and stuffs. Now second semester is the place to applies all the theories (nothing much, actually). I actually think that most of the stuff I know and most of the recording techniques I used, were based on my own research.

Really. Oh wait, this is not about that.

What I’m trying to say is, I’ve grown up. Seriously.

Well I still love photography, I still check out all those superb pictures and I still follow Chase Jarvis. He’s awesome. Just google him. I still want a DSLR. But somehow, it’s not that important anymore. No, what I’m trying to say is, it’s not the priority anymore. See, I used to so desperately own a DSLR, so that I can post up my pictures on my blog, and (hopefully) with people saying, “Wow, you take great pictures!”. Then I started thinking, is this really what I wanted to do?

What I really wanna do with the camera is, to, take the pictures of the world!

Which, so far, not yet. =(

See I’m a random person that I talked all the stuff that not related to the topic. At all.

What I really really trying to say is,

read the title of this friggin’ blog!

Life of an audio engineer should be awesome! At least I hope? You know what I really want my future to be?

I wanna travel to all the big cities in the world while doing something I like and get paid for that

Er, which, can, come true okay! Provided I have the connection and the fame =x. Imagine this.

I’m working for a company in Sydney, Australia. (Go google JPS Australia ;p). A band came to Australia. Let’s assume it’s someone like Metallica. They hired the company I’m working for as the sound and light provider. I am (hopefully) the FOH. Or okay maybe assistance FOH. Okay maybe Monitor Engineer. .. Ok well assistance monitor. Okay damn at least a Stage Manager aite? James Hetfield saw me. I said hi. He like what I do. He gives me a thumb up. He invited me to join them for lunch before the rehearsal. We talked about life. He tweet about me. (wtf?!) He followed my tweet (wtf?! x2) We went back, they rocked the stage, I finished my job. While packing my stuff, James came. He said “you just got yourself a new job mate” . I was like, what? coiling cables? And then James said, “No boy, you, now work for me. You tour with me. Around the world. Fly first class. Stay five star. You deal with my sound. No one else”

And this is how shaoweii got his name.

Err, well, that can happen, tho. Why not?! Well maybe not Metallica, they already got a great and famous engineer  (Big Mick). Maybe other great bands, or great musicians.

You’ll never know!

I know I can be that somebody =))

Staring at my header, I think, yeah, I would blog more about what I do or what I did, in the audio field. This blog is still “I’m shaoweii and this is the life of an audio engineer”, anyway.

Maybe the next post is about the process of drum recording, who knows?

Cheers.

I am

I got a lot to tell. I got a lot to say. I got a lot to share. I got a lot to show off. I got a lot to do.

And now I got my 1 week holiday. I gonna enjoy my holiday.

I am so weird.

I am so lazy to blog.

I am so glad that I did not bought a domain for myself last time

I am so lazy

I am going to watch movie

I am going to enjoy myself

I seriously need to relax

I seriously seriously got a lot to tell

I seriously lazy to tell

I am so random and weird right now

I have no idea why

Bye bye.